Post by ..:Jake Xavier:.. on May 6, 2007 19:23:50 GMT -5
|x| I feel the gold around my waist, so bright, so shiny..so.. |x|
Jake Xavier stands on the concrete balcony of Jordan Glass's large mansion. The wind blows against his face, which makes his hair feel like it's dancing in the wind. He is smiling, happily. His NextGen Title strapped around his waist tightly.
The night was somewhat cold, with the seldom breeze of wind, it had the night sky chilly. This caused Jake to wear his long black leather trench coat, which protected him from the bone-chilling night. Here in Newfoundland, the weather could be warm one minute, and freezing the next, despite the date or the season.
Jake Xavier held a scar on the right side of his lip, which came after the viscous battle last Monday on Pay-Per View. His epic five star match up with Ritalin, which brought the title back into the hands of Jake, was truly a all out act of revenge. The war between the two of the men escalated over the past couple months, but now it has truly ended.
Jake shivered, which caused him to pull his coat together tighter, making the XVI NextGen Title dissiper in the moonlight. He soon turned around calmly, sighting a small white plastic chair next to him. He walked over to the chair, and gently dropped into it.
Jake looked over the balcony at the millions of places under him. He saw huge buildings, which lights glanced the sky, as well as small little corner-stores which had a bright “24/7” signs in each windows. He saw the millions of cars, trucks, and other vehicles go up the street, traveling at a maximum speed of ninety kilometers per hour.
..:Jake Xavier:..
What a world in which we stay among in! We are graced with the wondering weather of the sky, which god casts upon this world for us to live in. We all live here in personal enlightenment, feeling happy, at all times.
We live in a world where everyone gets what they deserve in life, and that all fathers are nice to their children, and that all people treat each other equally based on their life. We live in a world where alcohol is only drank by responsible adults who will not ever over drink, or get drunk, which can result in violent actions. We do not live in a world where everyone hates each other. We do not live in a world where revenge is a proper action.
Jake then laughs hysterically, with a sadistic tone on his voice. He soon stops laughing, and puts his head upward into the sky, looking at the dark night. His face goes from a happy smirk to a evil “black tooth” grin.
..:Jake Xavier:..
What a shit hole world we live in. We are graced with horrible, disgusting white shit called “snow” , which falls from the sky thanks to the lovely devil. We all live in personal hatred for the world, always feeling hurt, at all times due to the way people act towards us, due to the way people treat us, due to everything.
We live in a world where everyone gets nothing like what they deserve. People work endlessly trying to get a good job, trying to get a good family, and trying to get good karma. But that always fail . We live in a world where alcohol is drank by people of all ages, who use it against themselves, by drinking too much, which leads to them hurting others by using violent actions. We live in a world where everyone hates each other with a passion and we live in a world where everyone likes no one.
I hate this fucking world. Why do we all deserve to live in such a fucked up place. I wish that this constant pain and suffering the world pushes on me would end, but it's not going to end, is it? It's not going to end IS IT?! IS IT?
Jake raises his hands, pointing to the sky. He begins to yell once again, aiming his emotions and his anger towards the almighty god. But why? Would he get a answer? He knew he wouldn't, but he knew he had to do it. He had to release his anger someway, besides hurting people.
..:Jake Xavier:..
You all have struck a nerve inside of me, I want an answer god? I want a fucking answer! All these years searching for a answer to why people do what they do. But then I realized what it was God! It was you! It was fucking you! You have made me angry so many times, yet people blame it on the society we live in! People blame it on video games, and movies, and wars. But there all wrong, aren't they GOD? It's you to blame isn't it! It's fucking you, isn't it!
Jake still sits there, looking up into the sky, as a rain drop falls, hitting Jake right into the head. Soon another one falls, and another, and soon rain falls from the sky rapidly. Jake begins to get angrier, as he feels like that god has done this just to make him angry. He jumps off his seat quickly, grabbing the plastic chair and swinging it into the air. He tosses the chair up into the air, throwing it over the balcony fence, making it fall down the large distance, making it hit the road under him. Jake drops to his knees, and raises his two arms into the air.
..:Jake Xavier:..
God, I want my answer! Why god, Why! Why do you do this to me! Why do you do this to everyone? Why god, why? WHY? FUCK GOD! FUCKING ANSWER ME! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! GOD, I WANT A ANSWER ALREADY! PLEASE GOD..ANSWER ME!
A tear slowly falls down the cheek of Jake Xavier. His voice echo's in the sky as he falls himself alone in the world.
|x| ..so..Perfect. |x|
